lose...

where do u you think this whirlwind's bringing you to?
tearing your mind and soul
quit striving, stop fighting
don't risk getting carried by the pool of desires
lose and you'll gain
do you supposed that I don't care an inch?
what I give in love is far better than anything else you'll find
quit playing in the field, stop meddling in My way
hit bottom and pour your heart out
a broken and a contrite spirit I will not despise
get down on your knees
it's the only way to get back on your feet
say a Yes
to the great I AM whom you have known
trust the mysterious One
working behind scenes of perfect will
tears're blinding you from the truth
pain's shouting for breakthrough
yet I will make a way out
in your weakness
I will make you whole once again.

Being a grown up & growing up

Being a grown up isn’t as much fun as growing up
More expectation on you
More responsibilities
First to set example
First to be blamed
First to decide
First to disappoint
Whatever it is
As you grow up
You can’t help but be a grown up one day!

the unpleasant journey..the uninvited gift

i look to the back
a road filled with thorns and thistles
no, i don't want to backtrack
i look ahead
it's too far, beyond reach

i pause
my feeble feet
they are too heavy to carry on
weariness overcomes me
darkness illuding me

i cry and i cry
where are you, Lord?
i don't understand
the unpleasant journey
the uninvited gift of pain
the unwanted place of waiting

yet the safest place
where i taste Your familiar touch again
deep calls to deep
no utterance of words
if there is one
TRUST it is.

your presence...

I used to like taking a stroll in the park alone.
Watching at the live scene around.
Everyone was busy with their own activities.
At times, I'd see some familiar faces pass by the same track again n again.

Your presence paints another scene at the park.
Everything seems like a trail of motion blur.
Even in the noises, I can hear a new melody in my heart.
More than a stroll, it's a journey of walking together.

Lord You Have My Heart

-Written by Martin Smith 1994-

Lord you have my heart
And I will search for yours
Jesus take my life and lead me on.

Lord you have my heart
And I will search for yours
Let me be to you a sacrifice.

And I will praise you Lord
And I will sing of love come down
And as you show your face
We'll see your glory here.